Heart Of Ice
I lay in a honey trap
Cast under a spell
Blinded by the love I gave
Jealousy I knew it well
Only had my hopes and dreams
Never any guarantees
Wishing for a perfect day
To love openly
Frozen inside
Frozen inside
How do I melt this heart of ice?
How do I melt this heart of ice?
How do I melt this heart of ice?
I wore so many masks
I don’t know my own face
Tried to hide away the pain
Move to a better place
Living in the eye of the storm
Peace and tranquility
Holding onto my sweet rage
I know it will set me free
Frozen inside
Frozen inside
How do I melt this heart of ice?
How do I melt this heart of ice?
How do I melt this heart of ice?
Behind The Mask
In sleep I’ve been hiding
Try me best to sleep it off
But in each haunted day
In the shadows I will stay
Watching the final flicker
As the candle light dies
Hiding... hiding...
Hiding behind the mask
Biding... biding...
Biding my time at last
Now it’s gotta be, that I
I’ve been set free
From the things holding me
From the things keeping me
Behind the mask
In the rain, I’ve been walking
Trying now to walk it off
In myself, I am finding
So many reasons to pray
Counting up all my blessings
As the rain still falls
Hiding... hiding...
Hiding behind the mask
Biding... biding...
Biding my time at last
Now it’s gotta be, that I
I’ve been set free
From the things holding me
From the things keeping me
Behind the mask
In myself I’ve been losing
Losing sight of who I am
But in the presence of mercy
I found new identity
Trading all worn out passions
For a way to make it true
Finding... Finding...
I’m finding behind the mask
Smiling... Smiling...
I’m smiling now at last
Now it’s gotta be
That I, I’ve been set free
From what was holding me
From what was keeping me
And now it’s gonna be
That I, I’ve been set free
From what was holding me
From what was keeping me
Behind the mask.
Chilling With The Killer
Strange and so moody
Sky gets so gloomy
Days are flying by over my head
I just wanna stay, stay in bed
Sleep away this mortal coil
How my conscience rings
Transgression stings
I just need a little something to do
Something there to get me through
Slip off this mortal coil
Chilling with the killer and I feel fine
I’m tempted in the centre with a bottle of wine
Illusions I was under have melted away
I’m my own worst enemy I know that it’s true
I just need something to get me through
A little something to dull back those days
Bloodshot and weeping
My eyelids they are creeping
Creeping right down over my eyes
Hiding right there within the lies
Shooting up the mortal coil
Mind gets so tangled
Body it gets strangled
Falling down again and again
Waking up with that hazy pain
Shaking off the mortal coil
Chilling with the killer and I feel fine
I’m tempted in the centre with a bottle of wine
Illusions I was under have melted away
I’m my own worst enemy I know that it’s true
I just need something to get me through
A little something to dull back those days
My new psychosis
My own brand of hypnosis
Contact with reality has broken down
The lines are down all over the town
Taking down the mortal coil
My thoughts are distorted
By the news that’s reported
Making life up as I go along
I wish I could be happy but I’m not that strong
Checking out of this mortal coil
Chilling with the killer and I feel fine
I’m tempted in the centre with a bottle of wine
Illusions I was under have melted away
I’m my own worst enemy I know that it’s true
I just need something to get me through
A little something to dull back those days
Summer In Your Smile
It’s in the stillness here I found my place
Where the water hears my song
And the wind it kisses my face
On borrowed ideas I made my way
When I got there I just couldn’t stay
Traded those dreams and found my own
And here with you I feel at home
Bring me back to where I wanna be
Summer in your smile, smiling at me
Feel hot and cold, wish that you’d been told
You feel you’re getting old, you feel like getting old
Rushing headlong through the seasons
Never notice colours for all the wrong reasons
In a traffic jam you try to stay calm
Your heart beating faster, try to stay calm
So bring me back to where I wanna be
With summer in your smile, smiling at me
I know what I want, happy at your side
Summer in your smile, smiling at me
With cautious footsteps unheard we carry on
With our familiar indecision
Let’s leave that all behind
Adverse conditions shall inspire
The scene is set to light the fire
Much more here to remember
Lest we forget, never to regret
Bring me back to where I wanna be
Summer in your smile, smiling at me
Feel hot and cold, wish that you’d been told
You feel you’re getting old, you feel like getting old
Rushing headlong through the seasons
Never notice colours for all the wrong reasons
In a traffic jam you try to stay calm
Your heart beating faster, try to stay calm
So bring me back to where I wanna be
With summer in your smile, smiling at me
I know what I want, happy at your side
Summer in your smile, smiling at me
Bring me back
Bring me back
Beautiful Breakdown
You that have lost all hope
You feel that you cannot cope
You feel that you don’t belong
Your self loathing is too strong
You lost in consolation
You hide in isolation
The message that you want to send
To your loved ones at the end
Breakdown... Breakdown
Take down, Melt down
All around, Shake down
Breakdown...
It’s a beautiful breakdown
Those that jump through the hoops
Whose mind it spins in loops
Those that iron out the creases
But the problem never ceases
Those afraid to face up to life
Those brave enough never to care
Just around the corner grab some cash
There’s no time to waste just your life
Breakdown... Breakdown
Take down, Melt down
All around, Shake down
Breakdown...
It’s a beautiful breakdown
Forgotten Identity
Do you remember how you used to be?
Or have you forgotten your identity?
Before all this shit got in the way
You used to say whatever you wanted to say
Now the time it has become years
You’re still drowning in those unshed tears
Oh I can’t believe you got this bad
Looking at you, it makes me glad
And so as the rain it starts to fall
Now there’s little left for you to do
I just wonder what about your passion
You swapped it for their fashions
And I could really use a break now
But I don’t know how much time to take now
Oh we use to be, we used to be so really close
But somehow we drifted apart
So I can ask you because I asked myself
Do you remember who used to be?
Do you remember who used to be?
Before you lost your identity
Before you sold your identity
Before you gave up the ghost
Before you gave up the ghost
White Horse
I was not the one to ride
The white horse to the other side
I drew a line in the sand
Taking hold of winters hand
Shades are drawn so hide away
In abandon to love this day
I don’t want but I need
Voices from a dream to plant the seed
For you deserve a love
That’s worthy of you
Buried deep away from sight
Secrets kept and held so tight
Random prayers and speechless cries
Love of the ancients never dies
Golden streams paint the sky
Day breaks gently and makes me high
The white horse it runs so free
Far from here and far from me
For you deserve a love
That’s worthy of you
For you deserve a love
That’s worthy of you
Light Of The World
From out of this darkness comes the light that I need
It’s the light on which I know that I must feed
Let the spirit be still let the light shine on
Let the spirit be still let the light shine on
Let the light reveal all the darkness in me
Put aside my selfish ways and let me be free
Lay down your troubles and worries
Lay them down let’s move to the light
Lay down your troubles and worries
Lay them down let’s move to the light
Go through the light into the brightest side of day
Go through the light you know it will show you the way
Let the spirit be still let the light shine on
Let the spirit be still let the light shine on
The light of the world is showing the way that is true
There’s a fork in the road ahead and it’s waiting for you
Lay down your troubles and worries
Lay them down let’s move to the light
Lay down your troubles and worries
Lay them down let’s move to the light
From out of this darkness comes the light that I need
It’s the light on which I know that I must feed
Magic Magnetism
Out of the chaos, beautiful chaos
Out of the chaos I fall
Into abandon, absolute abandon
Into abandon I walk
Taste the enchantment, sweet enchantment
Taste the enchantment on my lips
Following persuasion, precious persuasion
Following persuasion I will
With a magnetism, magic magnetism
With a magnetism I feel
With a magnetism, magic magnetism
With a magnetism I feel
Linking a dream, close in a dream
Link a dream I share
Into the light, wondrous light
Into the light I am drawn
Out from the darkness, isolated darkness
Out from the darkness, I emerge
Casting off the coldness, solitary coldness,
Casting off the coldness I reveal.
With a magnetism, magic magnetism
With a magnetism I feel
With a magnetism, magic magnetism
With a magnetism I feel
Staying In The Moment
Isolated out there on the edge of my every dream
In the register between a whisper and a scream
Deep within the hard coding that makes up my being
Sensations of foreboding, fear junkies on the scene
Staying in the moment... in the moment
In the moment I feel
Staying in the moment... just the moment
Staying in the moment I feel
I believe in the light within me, it’s shining fearlessly
Vibrating at the speed of life, tuned into the frequency
Founded in the laws of the universe, attracting energy
My every thought outflows, the love I give and receive
Staying in the moment... in the moment
In the moment I feel
Staying in the moment... just the moment
Staying in the moment I feel
I have loved and lost, but I never stopped believing
In the plan of Mother Universe, and the message I was receiving
She had a plan that I had to trust, and now it’s all revealing
To know love and to give love
It’s the most beautiful feeling
Staying in the moment... in the moment
In the moment I feel
Staying in the moment... just the moment
Staying in the moment I feel
Learning To Forgive
So I took a long walk, faced the wilderness
Like a reckless Cherokee, armed with bitterness
A warrior of loss, hunted and despised
Mistrust and broken dreams, reflected in my eyes
It’s more than just a process, of elimination
Stretched beyond belief, in strange imagination
Based within a method, of learning how to live
With penitence and progress, learning to forgive
In the flicker of an eye, in the beat of a heart
It can all get swept away, it can all fall apart
As the candles burn down, and the room grows dark
In the silence that returns, I can feel the spark
It’s more than just a process, of elimination
Stretched beyond belief, in strange imagination
Based within a method, of learning how to live
With penitence and progress, learning to forgive
As the shades and shadows, of the years remain
Prompting long lost memories, bringing back new pain
I watched those eyes that flash there, in the light of the fire
Saw the fire as it died down, and burned away
It’s more than just a process, of elimination
Stretched beyond belief, in strange imagination
Based within a method, of learning how to live
With penitence and progress, learning to forgive